I woke up this morning having butterflies in my stomach.. don't know why am i so nervous about.. thinking of my previous phone call with theSun newspaper's person in charge, Mr. Freddie where he sounded so impatient and actually ignore a few of my questions and hang up in the end before i even finished my sentences made my heart sank.. "ah.. i have to call him again.. probably don't remember me either.. i have to repeat whatever i had to say all over again," i thought to myself.. On the way to the office i remembered i called up theStar and News Strait Times as well last Friday.. still no news from them.. and here i go thinking, probably they rejected me again for the 3rd time.. ah... all these negativity coming into my mind =.= i can't stop myself or maybe is just im not feeling well lately that make me into such a emo freak. Oh well..
I was the first one to reach the office today.. hmm.. kinda..
i kept thinking and thinking about why the star haven't reply me yet.. why why why.. reply reply reply... call sun sun sun.. while i was turning on my laptop then after that, automatically type "thestar.com.my" at the address bar.. after a few seconds i got surprised, how on earth did i get to the star online? so what the heck.. i just type on "vision home" at the news search bar.. then..
Poof!

WOOT!! I thought i see it wrongly.. and there's no one in the office yet to help me confirm it. I goes like ah.. might be the other homes from Ipoh.. but then again.. i want to know if its the news release that i wrote.. so i just click it without hestitating..

OMG.. i sat there.. stunt for a moment.. That's Yiang Ping!! That's Sia!! THAT'S MY PICTURE I TOOK WITH MY PHONE!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh.. OMG
I immediately told Sia who kept bothering me in MSN to ask me to help him take the bottle of glue along with me after the office work.. Then.. *deng deng deng* the moment of truth.. lol?? ignore that please.. somehow i don't know i got too happy or too excited or just plain relieve that somehow my poor writing skills but with lots of effort in that press release paid off.. tears of joy i guess keep pouring, i cry like i wont see my mom ever again.. CHOI! touch wood.. LOL.. tsk.. =.= dramatic.. tsk.. but seriously.. i've never cried just because im too happy okay.. never! not even when i won my best athletic award of the year back in school days.. or when i score As in my UPSR, PMR, SPM.. but just one... freakin press release.. wow..
Anyway.. this post is really pure random.. i was suppose to blog THIS randomness in my own personal blog.. ceh.. but since this cybercare blog is really lacking of post.. (which im really sorry of my slow as snail progress. i'll update everyday until u guys read til vomit blood! OR not. just kidding :P i'll update really frequent.. i'll try make it everyday really) well.. lets think of it this way.. rather than being random.. lets take this post as a testimonial :D a testimonial of a cybercare intern during her cybercare intern days.. should be alright right? well the coming batch can read what we're doing, how are we feeling, not all of us are really OPTIMISTIC all the time.. hehe.. sharing is caring right? there is really lots of ups and downs for me. but it was really worth it.. :)
yeah here i am.. its 4am already im still not over it.. happy die over such thing.. :D geez.. well tmr im gonna pay for doing so.. =.= well since i can't sleep, might as well update wad's happening today~ :D oh oh... CHECK THE PAPER~~ ^^

The picture look small really.. the real size is kinda big deal~ that's like 1/3 of the page. Ha! :D
OKOK! enough already.. back to what's happening today :D
basicly after all those, in the afternoon we all went up to Ipoh, to KPerak, to meet the kids for the last ICT session with us :( (this is actually quite sad.. last)
there's nothing much to teach them already, we just give them "FREEDOM" do what you want! not! not really.. we just give them the freedom to do whatever preparations that they need to do that needs the ICT to assist them, (eg : letters, nametags, flyers)
So yeah.. everyone, 36 people, just crammed into 1 computer lab, doing work together while enjoying and having fun with each other's company. It has been almost 3 months. We've all got so familiar with each other. Chatting along while assisting them.. some were facebooking~ some were busy seeking for the coaches help for the coming csp, some younger kids who followed their big brother to our session keep nonstop asking the coaches to teach them on searching videos of football, Arsenal for them, some were playing games happily, some was so serious and stressed out, some were still very shy, some busy taking pictures, some busy talking, while some are being chaotic among each other, getting amaze by their own abilities that they're able to finally surf the internet on what they wanted. It was a relaxing session. It was good although the atmosphere in the room was really chaotic and polluted by various sounds playing through 30 different computers!! but the kids do great! they listen to us really well.. :D i really enjoyed it.. it'll be one of the moment i'll remember most.. :)
oh i didn't have pictures during the ICT session.. June took most of the pictures there.. i'll get it from her ASAP and update it back :D
2 hours passed even without us realizing it. It was time to say goodbye.. all the sad, i don't wanna leave face were so clearly stated on everyone's face especially the kids.. D:
still, times up, gotta go~ Miss Susan, the head of the KPerak was waiting outside the lab along with a few staffs. They want to take pictures with the children. So everyone went down to the lobby and we took pictures with the kids.. :D
sorry i don't have the full family picture.. i only have this.. for now..

Tharani, me, Yik Khar, Dawa

i like this one hehe..

With the Salvation Army Girls..
well that's not really all of them.. some of them were in afternoon school so couldn't make it.
in the end we all say our goodbyes.. for some reason i mistaken this week is our "last week" with them so i kinda told a few of them yesterday during the homes visiting.. so some of them really think its the last.. really my bad girls.. we will still visit you even after this interns end :D no worries.. the SHINE guys lol.. actually found out that i told the girls that it was the "last" kinda nagged me =.= saying that i'll make them cry lol..
so yeah.. some of the girls really thought it would be the last meeting for all of us came to me and hugged me.. and thanked me :D
aww.. i feel like a proud mother for a moment.. i really feel so touched.. even the forever cool Miss Jen came to me and hugged me "coldly" and said thank you to me.. xD ah.. i could die any moment in peace.. haha.. its not the fact that they thanked me ok.. is the fact that they actually came to me and hug me :D HUG is something.. um.. i don't know.. its a big deal to me :D
but really if this is the last time seeing them i will really cry... T_T
anyway its almost 5am now.. i think im done for this post.. and i should sleep! RAWR need to save energy for tomorrow's work as well.. so good nite all ;)
Cheerios~ :D