I guess this is good bye?

For the last time, after our internship period ends, for the last time we went all the way down to meet Mr Cheong and Miss Sharmini as our last weekly visitation + coaching. Only this time was a little different than the other days. Our main purpose today was self appraisal.

We started our journey as usual gather at Siaw Jiun's house but it was rather late than usual today. Usually during our weekly coaching, we'll meet in Siaw Jiun's house early morning. Our Appraisal today starts at 4pm at Mr Cheong's office so we gather around 1pm.

We went down to KL with only 1 car today. Elaine is in Seremban, at her grandma house so she'll meet us directly in KL.

We reach Mr Cheong's office at Damansara Heights around 4pm. Mr Cheong wasn't in so we had to wait..

We sat at the lobby patiently from 4pm till 11.30pm

reading novels that Siaw Jiun brought, some slept, and hang around, chit chat..

the long wait was rather boring.. but none of us seem to complain about it..

everyone seems to enjoy each other company?

haha i don't know that's how i felt today :D

It was nice :D

while sitting down waiting, we see the workers left the company one by one..

till the whole place was empty.. just us, Mr Cheong, and Miss Sharmini

doing the appraisal session.

I enjoyed it..

It was something really new to me.

i still learned alot today even thought its self appraisal day..

Some of us got really high marks today,

some didn't..

for me.. we all did awesome

marks doesn't matter..

i think what matters most is that i learn something very valuable throughout this 3 months..

something that i'll remember throughout the rest of my life..

i learn to appreciate things,

i learn how to appreciate myself,

i learn more about myself,

others,

the working world,

my feelings, my state,

my feedbacks..

and working as a team.

After the whole appraisal thing end, we bid goodbyes with Mr Cheong and Miss Sharmini, hugged and say our thanks. I really really will miss both of them.. Always there giving us endless supports and advice..

what i'll really missed the most is team SHINE..

its not like we wont see each other.. i just meant that i'll miss those times us working together as a team, hanging out, laughing, sharing, travelling, coaching, learning, conflicts, sharing the stress, and sleepless nights preparing CSP.

really.. i want to thank you all, i want to thank Eric, Sia, Yiang PIng, Elaine, Siaw Jiun. Thank you for always being there to support me and event listen to my useless dramas, thank you for putting up for my childishness and being so patient towards my blurness. and lastly thank you for creating this such wonderful experience together with me in this 3 months. i really love you guys.. i want to thank the kids, Salvation Army girls and boys, Vision Home. you kids is really the best, you are all very great kids. thank you for participating with us and willing to join us in our journey.. i really love you guys too.. T_T

Even though everything now has come to an end.. everyone will now back to their lives before everything started, somehow, it wont be the same anymore with the past 3 months before we met.. everything has changed.. this is really MAD! the whole program is really MAD. it changes so many things that is is so annoyingly amazing..

really... thank you very much.. :D