Thursday, June 17, 2010

i deleted 2 post

i'm sorry.. i deleted 2 post.. because i feel "threatened" and "offended" by what my team mates commented on my post.. and the purpose of the blog. whether it should be formal or just casual. i'm used to casual. i have my own blog, and i just blog mostly of what i think and how i feel and what i did.

for me, a blog is like a journal.. u post what you feel, what you did, what are your thoughts at the moment, what you like to share to the world even there is no one to read it. it is to express yourself. its like a story book.. it wouldn't be nice if one of the page missing right? =/

so.. back to the topic. i felt threatened and offended frankly speaking by their comments.
usually i'm ok with feedbacks and stuff. but i don't know why i just feel offended. maybe its the way they say it? or maybe i'm too sensitive? or maybe its just me?

after off work this "moment" has been repetitively on constant replay in my mind..i can't sleep well.. =/ it just keep lingering in my mind.. maybe it take it too seriously? i keep on wonder and think of the actions that i've did during that moment. =/


it feels so uncool.. i reacted uncoolly~ not my style~ lol..

so.. from today onwards. i wont be so uncool anymore ;)
even though if i feel threatened or offended or just simply losing it.. nope.. not anymore. i have to change.

but still.. i'm not really happy on what he said "what is this half full half empty? pfft.."

it hurts.. it really hurts.. really =/ it still hurts now when i thought of it..

i hope such moment wont ever happen again.. :(

coz i want this to be a happy ending success + good friendship

because we made a great team :D

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